It’s hard letting go of the past. Knowing what you had will never come back. That it will never be the same. So to hold on you create this perfect picture in your head of what you wish everything would be like, how your best friend would never hurt you or ever let go. That one boy would call when he missed you just to hear your voice, that he never lied when he told you he loved you everytime. You create a dream, a fantasy. Something that deep down you know will never come true.